Perceived
Brief
This Brief focuses on creating songs that engage with, explore, and strategically highlight aspects of specific social issues of political importance. You have been given several examples of the ways in which songwriting, production, community music practice and public dialogue can be a means to research and then embody important aspects of explorations of issues around criminal justice. This can by done by generating emotional connection with and/or humanising aspects of and/or troubling uncritical understandings of experiences that are not well understood or discussed by the general public, and by creating works that engage with/highlight any prior cultural conversations on those subjects.
Execute a piece of professional and creative work that explores restorative dialogue or mediation between the different perspectives around crime represented in the given song examples. This should serve to meet the broader given aim (as tasked to Dr Scott in a professional context) to, “enable dialogue and learning about re/integration [or restoration] in order to improve academic and public understandings of re/integration and to better engage a range of citizens, communities and civil society institutions in, re/integration.” Further to this, your response should adhere to the principles of the partner organisation involved in the brief, who primarily work with those who have received a criminal sentence - representing their experiences, combatting stigma around criminal justice, and advocating for dialogue around change for the better in the criminal justice system.
Response
This brief was challenging to me personally, as I am someone who has experienced crime. As such I think it's likely this brief is not only a little biased to my own personal experiences, but also somewhat rushed as I didn't particularly want to dwell on the subject matter.
That being said, I did try to approach the song from as neutral a perspective as possible. I've always admired and aspired to be as open-minded and forgiving as possible, and a few years ago I stumbled across 'The Forgiveness Project' led by Matthew Boger and Tim Zaal and Matthew Boger - a survivor of violent homophobic crime, and the ex-Neo Nazi who had been one of the attackers, who had met years later at The Museum of Tolerance and work together to this day telling their story as they have overcome that history. I used their story and their discussions to base a song off of, as they are a perfect example of restorative dialogue.
However, as mentioned it has been difficult to not write this from a highly biased perspective, and as such I've spent less time on it meaning it is still very much a work in progress. Other than issues with potentially biased lyrics, the harmony in the verses falls flat and transitions into and out of the bridge need work - but I'm fond of the chorus melody, so I may continue to work on it in the future.
There's grieving in forgiveness
salvation in shame
There's a fear in every shield put up
Relief in casting blame
I struggle with conversation
It deters the bravest souls
Closed hearts, closed minds
Closed lips builds walls
I don't believe you
I won't perceive you as
As anything
I can't put a name to
Backing fear
How much can I blame on you?
Time's the one companion
To see us through extremes
It's an ally, it's our greatest battle
Has no love for you or me
Making history is relentless,
But keeping pace will heal all wounds
If you're tripped or if you slip,
Standing tall's on you
I don't believe you
I won't perceive you
As anything
I can't put a name to
Backing fear
How much should I blame on you? On me?
I don't have the words to say
I don't have the time to take
I don't have the energy
Is this my responsibility?
To you? To me?
I don't believe you
I won't perceive you as
As anything
I can't put a name to
Backing fear
How much can I blame on you?
On me? I see,
How much of you do I need to believe?
How much of me do you really perceive?